2011年1月4日 星期二

2010 Jan 04 - Mark 10 - Cat

馬可10:1-12
[Quoted 10: 6 -9]

10:6  但 從 起 初 創 造 的 時 候 、   神 造 人 是 造 男 造 女 。
10:7  因 此 人 要 離 開 父 母 、 與 妻 子 連 合 、 二 人 成 為 一 體 。
10:8  既 然 如 此 、 夫 妻 不 再 是 兩 個 人 、 乃 是 一 體 的 了 。
10:9  所 以   神 配 合 的 、 人 不 可 分 開 。
今日QT完都有少少掙扎,,掙扎要分享嗎?又要怎樣說..
因為今天神教導我的,是一直埋在我內心深處的一道裂縫、一個傷口又是一個不信。
感謝神給我這個勇氣去剖白自己,讓你們對我有更深的認識…
我生於一個很缺乏愛的家庭長大,爸爸的管教非常嚴厲,
自小就從他"打"教之下成長,做錯必定是受打,只是看他會用什麼來
打我,有時什至他心情不好會找我發洩打我一大餐。
因爸爸太惡了,媽媽跟本沒法幫到忙。什至我親眼目睹他打媽媽。
從小就於恐懼下長大,從小就不在愛裡長大。
到了剛升中學,因爸爸有婚外情之下,他們離婚了
當時的我有就一個解脫,所以很反叛,幸好神讓我有一個小我9年幾10年的弟弟,
因為媽媽忙於工作,故我要照顧弟弟,就算我要學壞,都沒時間將壞完完全全學回來=]
雖知道神讓我經驗痛苦背後卻是祝福,但心裡會說為什麼是我呢?
所以我一直用世界上的方法,用自己的方法找尋找愛
所以我不斷去拍拖,什至很沈溺在很多不同的關係,渴望得到愛。
但其實我渴望自己將來會有美滿的婚姻,但卻不相信這世界上會有真愛
會有細水長流,會有一生一世
09年尾,我跟差不多拍拖5年的男朋友分手了,
當下更令我確信不相愛的觀念
之後我放縱了自己一年,去試很多以前的不會,
又會不斷去拍拖分手拍拖分手,我發覺我傷害了很多人..
直至我來到你們中間、開始study,發覺你們很不一樣,,,
又從study中明白了愛,我開始學懂怎麼愛身邊的人,,
很記得ca問我怎樣看將來的婚姻,,,其實都是滿滿的不信
什至想以後自己一個人生活,因為我很怕關係,
原來我很不懂跟人相處
神今天卻跟我說,原來衪創造人時有男有女,
讓我們有婚姻有愛,夫妻不再是2個人,乃是一體。
也明白為什麼要有共同信仰才會懂得怎麼看待婚姻=]
突然覺得神真的有聽我pray,當我知道要完全的信,
要棄掉使我跌倒的時候,衪會給我一個挑戰。
破碎自己對將來婚姻的計劃,愛的計劃。換上一個衪早已為我預備
平安,昐望,祝福的計劃。雖然不知道這個計劃的詳情,
但今天的我已準備好了去迎接這計劃,開始學習耶穌=]
學我的師傅,學習我的弟兄姊妹。
想跟你們分享: 人一定會疲倦一定受很多傷害,但我們可以到神那裡,
因為在衪那青草地庇蔭下必找到安慰!

2011 Jan 04 - 1 Peter 2 - AI


Dear Brenda:
 
好野........仲有brenda既屬靈早餐^__^...........太好了..............
 
我今日又再出去poly度QT…但係今日落雨...就冇左我最愛既戶外草地....
不過唔緊要...都係可以照樣大聱唱歌同祈禱都係冇人理既...我自己真係好享受呢一樣既感覺...好正...^^
 
晌新一年自己定下唔小目標...而家就諗有冇咩野經文可以SUPPORT到...
但我發現都係幾難嫁WO…
好在...都有既...
 
你 們 在 外 邦 人 中 、 應 當 品 行 端 正 、 叫 那 些 毀 謗 你 們 是 作 惡 的 、 因 看 見 你 們 的 好 行 為 、 便 在 鑒 察 的 日 子 、 〔 鑒 察 或 作 眷 顧 〕 歸 榮 耀 給   神 。 你 們 為 主 的 緣 故 、 要 順 服 人 的 一 切 制 度 、 或 是 在 上 的 君 王 、或 是 君 王 所 派 罰 惡 賞 善 的 臣 宰 。 
因 為   神 的 旨 意 原 是 要 你 們 行 善 、 可 以 堵 住 那 糊 塗 無 知 人 的 口 。 (彼 得 前 書2:12~15)
 
今日睇到呢一段經文自己都可以諗一諗...神要我在非基督徒前品行端正...
但係點先為之品行端正呢???
今日我自己會唔會好謙卑落黎…接愛我公司既王(我老細)既意見呢...?我會唔會係好樂意做我而家既工作呢...??我會唔會係晌工作方面比人睇到我係認真做呢...???
13節入面講到為主的緣故...今日我做既所有野都係要為神...我自己都好被提醒既...
可以諗好多野........哈哈哈哈........  ^____^
 
就咁多先..........做野LU...............
 
Love
 
A.I

2011 Jan 04 - Psalm 16 - Shelley

Psalm 16:5 (Amplified version)
 
The Lord is my chosen and assigned portion, my cup; You hold and
maintain my lot.
 
Goodmorning all,
 
The weather in Hong Kong is a lot colder and hope you all have enough
blankets and heaters to keep you warm at home.
 
Travelling always has it's set of challenges and I can relate to what
Brenda had shared. Once I was on my way to Los Angelas from Hong Kong
and their was this really rude guy next to me swearing and complaining
about everything and then saying something bad to me. I was so tempted
to lash back at him and be angry as it is my sinful nature when
someone is rude to me. I had to contain myself and really be humble
but I realise afterwards that no matter how hard it was for me in the
beginning at the end I saved myself from a lot of unnecessary trouble
or the problem could of got much worse.
 
The scripture today really remind me that God is our cup and our
portion. No matter what our status is whether single, dating or
married God always remind us that only He can satisfy us completely. I
hope that this year my heart can really be more devoted to God and
that His words are always on my tongue and in my mind. It is easy to
forget about God when things are going well in our lives but I know I
need Him so much more to soften and guard my heart from evil things.
 
Wish you all can have a renewed relationship with Him this coming year
and enjoy going on personal/group retreats to feel refreshed in
spirit.
 
Love you all,
 
Shelley-bean

2011 Jan 04 - Titus 2 - Brenda

Titus 2:11-12 

 11 For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. 12 It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age,

 
Dear all!!!
 
Morning after long long waiting & transit time I am finally here at Perth!!! Miss you guys already and wish all of you stay well and fire-up!!!
 
Luckily I am able to access to internet at the hostel but of course I need to pay for it, but nevermind, glad to share my conviction with you.  My flight from KL to Perth wasn't pleasant at all as the seats are not spacious and I was sitting in the middle and two guys were sitting next to me, at my left and right, I was just like a lemon being squeezed in the middle couldn't sleep at all,  one of the guys even put his hand over the arm-rest of the chair. I just wanted to curse him and pushed his hand back to his side. But I thought of what Francis preached the other day do have self-control especiially at our mind as no one would see it.  As what says in today verse we need to say 'no' to ungodliness and worldly passions, guess I would come across lots of these unpleasant experiece while I am traveilling but I just need to get back to his words - live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age.
 
Wish all of you have a great time with God and think of his words whenever challenges come!!!
 
Love you all and see you at QT corner soon!
Brenda