2011年5月23日 星期一

2011 May 23 - Ephesians 2 - Cat

"然而 神既有豐富的憐憫.因他愛我們的大愛、
當我們死在過犯中的時候、便叫我們與基督一同活過來.(你們得救是本乎恩)
他又叫我們與基督耶穌一同復活、一同坐在天上、
要將他極豐富的恩典、就是他在基督耶穌裡向我們所施的恩慈、顯明給後來的世代看.
你們得救是本乎恩、也因著信、這並不是出於自己、乃是 神所賜的.
也不是出於行為、免得有人自誇。"


以弗所書2:4-9




早安>0<"
好奈都冇打QT分享啦^^
當我今日睇到以弗所第2章個陣有好多問題同思考出現…
今日其實係我岩岩好做左基督徒5個月ge日子..
暫時最多人問我ge都係: 你做左基督徒幾奈呀?有咩感覺?
當初我冇咩點諗過,只係被人問到我先即刻諗..




久而久之,呢個問題成為我周不時自己問自己ge一個問題..




而係近排..當我知多左我ge生活點樣同神息息相關..
知多左神係點諗我而家ge生活態度等..


再次明白多左了解自己多左..原來人真係不停只會睇到人地缺點,,,
而自己永遠都覺得自己係好好,,總覺得自己ge軟弱
都係比人地個d好..原來人係咁愛比較GA..><


其實好欣賞昨日ar恆ge分享,好坦白好勇敢去為自己ge罪悔改..
當我知有d態度係唔正確個陣,我好容易會輕描淡寫咁過左..
又好欣賞Eva,好快咁set up左Becky昨日study左第1課..


雖然我唔能夠involve晒成個study,但好感謝神比呢個機會我參與當中..
係亦好欣賞Becky對自己生命ge坦白同好知道自己需要神..
令我自己再聽多次反省多次,更係分享裡面知道神帶領左自己好多..
(只係係短短呢5個月裡面)每一步都走得不容易..


而今日睇到神係大愛ge神,比左一個好尊貴身份我地..
係就祝福我地每個愛我地每個什至可以同耶穌一同復活,
一同坐在天上..然而我地只係一個軟弱ge罪人/.\


當有時我不斷想突破自己想做好多好多野個陣,,
我發覺自己目標錯左,好多野都係為自己做唔係為神做...
又好易用自己方法做..唔係因為信唔過神~
而係我唔識點樣放手,好怕放手後冇左安全感..
雖然我知呢樣功課有排學..但我相信有一日我ge QT分享..
係分享我點樣成功靠神做到..當中我又學會d咩..^^


都好想鼓勵下大家,勇敢面對自己..因為冇人比自己更清楚自己..
而有時我地都好易靠自己力量做野..
當我地生活平安,冇困難個陣往往忘記真係真係好需要神..
讓我地一齊搵返需要神個個心,因為我地係一班需要依靠神而活ge基督徒=]
另外當我知道要拆BT個陣,,其實我個反應不大..


但呢排當我同唔同人建立左更深ge關係個陣,,
原來我都10分唔捨得大家..雖然係咁..
但我相信我地都會成日keep住一齊玩..一齊分享生命~
亦都會keep住為大家所需pray ga^^ hehe*


With Love,


Cat Meow

2011年5月4日 星期三

2011 May 04 - 2 Corinthians 12 - Cat

哥林多後書 12:8-10


12:8   為 這 事 、 我 三 次 求 過 主 、 叫 這 刺 離 開 我 。
12:9   他 對 我 說 、 我 的 恩 典 夠 你 用 的 . 因 為 我 的 能 力 、 是 在 人 的 軟 弱 上 顯 得 完 全 . 所 以 我 更 喜 歡 誇 自 己 的 軟 弱 、 好 叫 基 督 的 能 力 覆 庇 我 .
12:10   我 為 基 督 的 緣 故 、 就 以 軟 弱 、 凌 辱 、 急 難 、 逼 迫 、 困 苦 、 為 可 喜 樂 的 . 因 我 甚 麼 時 候 軟 弱 、 甚 麼 時 候 就 剛 強 了 。


有時候真係覺得做基督徒其實一d都唔易…
而係成為基督徒後ge生活更係比我想像中好唔同…
近排當自己面對問題個陣發覺都會有好多逃避啦,,
好多埋怨啦,,又會問神點解..
當我有好多野想做想付出ge時候, 又真係好體會到人肉體ge軟弱…
不過好感謝神…今次要我學ge係點係呢個時候堅持同面對..
體會到神係當中ge帶領同愛…



而今日分享ge經文好touch我個心,,好安慰我同好鼓勵我..
我真係好多時都會同神講: 可以比少d困難我嗎?可以將困苦ge級數減少嗎?
當我想起耶穌係準備被人拉去釘十架前個3次ge pray…
就會覺得其實我而家面對ge比起耶穌又算得d咩呢?
好想學習耶穌個個順服ge心..堅定信靠神ge心…一個好愛人好愛神ge心~~




當今日我唔再自誇自己有幾勁..而係對神表白我ge軟弱ge時候..神恩典就會出現..
因為神ge恩典真係多而又多…係我地冇可能想像得到ga=]
真係好感謝神..一直係我身邊教導我幫助我~~


雖然我真係咩都唔識冇樣咩叻(除左喊=_=)
但神卻祝福我讓我更有喜樂..原來我ge喜樂..真係可以感染到人ga..


感謝神比媽媽有同我一齊相處ge時間..去互相坦白自己..
更了解多左對方同更懂得與對方相處..更愛對方..
我亦相信係我面對要有好多野要我去面對,,


感謝神係呢d時候話我知除左有佢幫助同愛..
仲比左一班弟兄姊妹我一齊去經歷成長,,,
我會繼續為媽媽可以來到family Sunday去pray..你地都要加油~
將你地所有ge困難都去pray…因為神會指示你一條新道路..
努力呀~~

With Love,
Cat Cat

2011年4月21日 星期四

2011 Apr 21 - 2 Corinthians 5 - Cat

哥林多後書5 章


5:1 我們原知道、我們這地上的帳棚若拆毀了、必得 神所造、不是人手所造、在天上永存的房屋。
5:2 我們在這帳棚裡歎息、深想得那從天上來的房屋、好像穿上衣服.
5:3 倘若穿上、被遇見的時候就不至於赤身了。
5:4 我們在這帳棚裡、歎息勞苦、並非願意脫下這個、乃是願意穿上那個、好叫這必死的被生命吞滅了。
5:5 為此培植我們的就是 神、他又賜給我們聖靈作憑據。〔原文作質〕
5:6 所以我們時常坦然無懼、並且曉得我們住在身內便與主相離。
5:7 因我們行事為人、是憑著信心、不是憑著眼見。
5:8 我們坦然無懼、是更願意離開身體與主同住。
5:9 所以無論是住在身內、離開身外、我們立了志向、要得主的喜悅。
5:10 因為我們眾人、必要在基督臺前顯露出來、叫各人按著本身所行的、或善或惡受報。
5:11 我們既知道主是可畏的、所以勸人、但我們在 神面前是顯明的、盼望在你們的良心裡也是顯明的。
5:12 我們不是向你們再舉薦自己、乃是叫你們因我們有可誇之處、好對那憑外貌不憑內心誇口的人、有言可答。
5:13 我們若果顛狂、是為 神.若果謹守、是為你們。
5:14 原來基督的愛激勵我們.因我們想一人既替眾人死、眾人就都死了.
5:15 並且他替眾人死、是叫那些活著的人、不再為自己活、乃為替他們死而復活的主活。
5:16 所以我們從今以後、不憑著外貌〔原文作肉體本節同〕認人了.雖然憑著外貌認過基督、如今卻不再這樣認他了。
5:17 若有人在基督裡、他就是新造的人.舊事已過、都變成新的了。
5:18 一切都是出於 神、他藉著基督使我們與他和好、又將勸人與他和好的職分賜給我們.
5:19 這就是 神在基督裡、叫世人與自己和好、不將他們的過犯歸到他們身上.並且將這和好的道理託付了我們。
5:20 所以我們作基督的使者、就好像 神藉我們勸你們一般.我們替基督求你們與 神和好。
5:21 神使那無罪的、〔無罪原文作不知罪〕替我們成為罪.好叫我們在他裡面成為 神的義。




嘻嘻=]
今日我QT呢個經文成篇都好正,好難抽到一句兩句作分享…
呢排我所面對緊ge野當然有好多仲未解決仲要努力..
但有時心裡都會有種習慣性..同埋可能已經面對到..
好似個人平靜左冇咁多情緒..只係感覺個人時常都好疲倦..
好多野都好似有心冇力咁..好似冇左活力咁/.\
什至..有時QT對神ge關係,,其實前早已經計劃今年要去成長d咩..
又會再同師傅一齊訂立目標彼此激勵成長..
而開頭我都好感覺到神同在&祝福..
都唔知幾時開始..唔知點解…可能係我ge習慣性發作..
可能係我適應力強左..又可能疲倦令我咩都提唔起勁..
但好感謝神..雖然我係有好多軟弱..唔係一個完美ge人..
但神都一樣依然咁愛我…除左呢幾日我好feel到神ge幫忙..
更係今日再用經文去support我..
令我明白我應該要有個"常新"ge心態..
時常更新..新到好似初浸咁..所有野都要用新ge心態去面對..
只有咁..我先會更加依靠神更被神去建立,素造一個合神心意ge人..
黎緊我同大家都仍然不停要面對好多好多苦難..
好想鼓勵下你地: 當你生命不停有好多苦難ge時候..唔好怕..
好咁易放棄同退縮,亦唔係神冇祝福我地..
我地應該更加感恩,因為神愛你幫助你..去攪動你生命~
去改變你=]使我地成為一個文武相傳ge武士^^
而且神好清楚我地每個人,知道我地面對ge係一定承受得住ga..
大家加油呀~v~"
最後,今日已經係21號啦..明天入camp..
wild camp ..其實係我咁大個女第一次去..好期待呀>v<"
又好開心知道朋友仔Millie同Ivan(好似= =?)都會去..
大家記得繼續為佢地pray啦..除左希望會同佢地有個特別ge經歷之外..
其實都好想佢地同神有一個特別ge經歷從而可以同神建立關係&明白神更多=]




With Love,
Cat Meow

2011年4月12日 星期二

2011 Apr 12 - Proverbs 14 - Andy

Dear all,

最近都發覺大家 (包括自己) 少左分享信念,也許功課太忙碌令自己真係唔想諗野,也許(亦心中希望) 你地已經去到活出經文的level lu

特別欣賞 Brenda 去serve 一個cancer 的aunt.

我好想講自己E 期真係開始無咩心機,特別係對住份Final year project, 心中會有好多的埋怨,to 自己又好,to 制度又好......

有時去諗,只係想順利畢業遮,點解好似要非人生活咁,但又見到d 同學好輕鬆...

今日好想打qt 信念,唔係因為今日得閒,只係想幫自己搵返個focus

不知不覺,cat 已經睇到林後 lu,自己一邊睇緊箴言,一邊睇緊憑著信的使命

今日想share 下e 一段:

"All hard work brings a profit, but mere talk leads only to poverty"  Proverbs 14:23
"諸般勤勞、都有益處.嘴上多言、乃致窮乏。"

有時會諗,esp 無心機的時候,d hard work 係咪真係有用,係咪真係有人睇到,係咪.......

但係係度諗,就好似變成左好多mere talk. 而今日神好想confirm 我地,d hard works 係一定會brings a profit, 因為神看到的 ^^

也許都激勵著我繼續去完成份final year project,縱然自己覺得very very hard...


知道大家也為著不同的事而忙碌中,努力ar, 最終得益的都係你地自己!

Cheers,
Andy

2011 Apr 12 - 2 Corinthian 1 - Cat

林後1:4-5    
   
"我們在一切患難中、他就安慰我們、叫我們能用 神所賜的安慰、去安慰那遭各樣患難的人。
我們既多受基督的苦楚、就靠基督多得安慰。  " 
   
   
好奈都冇同大家分享啦~~   

   
   
有時呢排都覺得自己有點怪怪地咁@_@" 但知點怪…    
   
   
好想自己生命再成長,再有改變..    

   
但同時間我又好怕,又有好多藉口叫自己逃避…    

   
呢排我ge生活都幾忙幾攰=.="..我ge懶惰又不停咁纏住我啦/.\    
即使我繼續面對生活上或者生命上ge問題,    
   
   
都會係度諗…神聽唔聽到我pray呢?咁我繼續要點pray呢?    
   
點解困難走左一個又黎一個?舊問題未解決新問題又來到..    
   
因為太多呢d野,令到我自己暫停左要自己成長,,    
   
   
其實自己生命ge質素..可能人地未必見到,但自己卻好清楚,,    
有時又有藉口比自己話: 都ok啦..冇人出聲就應該唔係一個問題。    
我可能未係做到最好,但都唔叫差啦。成長當然係要慢慢啦,要時間ge等..
好感謝神ge帶領..比我有力量同勇氣..又比左好多好好ge弟兄姊妹係我身邊..
令我有好多反省ge時候..    
   
   
原來當我一有問題發生個刻..我係唔識點同人講ga..    
   
   
每每可以同人分享到ge係問題過左啦或者係我冇咁唔開心個陣..    
但我咁ge性格,其實好唔好,當我呢幾個月都係用咁ge方法過活…    
我發覺我真係好攰><"心靈上的攰~~    

   
亦好感謝神 今日的經文,比到我好大力量(雖然同我分享ge唔太岩key)
但呢個經文好鼓勵到我所面對ge其實神都係同我一齊面對~~    
   
可能=.="(我覺得自己好似比其他人面對好多困難咁)..    
   
   
但原來每個經歷都係特別ge…只係我會唔會係當中feel下神ge安慰同祝福
又會唔會將呢d經歷去鼓勵其他人呢?!    
   
   
   
因為咁,比左好大勇氣我去面對一個咁差ge自己..    
   
   
亦決定要去改變….大家記得幫我pray呀>"<    
   
亦希望可以同大家一齊長成更多啦~~                                            
   
       
   
With Love,    
Cat Meow 
   
   
   
   
   

2011年3月24日 星期四

2011 Mar 24 - Proverbs 11 - Brenda


Proverb 11:25 
A generous person will prosper; whoever refreshes others will be refreshed.
箴言  11:25 好施捨的、必得豐裕.滋潤人的、必得滋潤。
The scripture is so true as when we love others unconditionally we,in return, will be loved and refreshed.
Just share about Aunty Yvonne who suffered from stage 4 cancer,having chemotherapy today,however her joyful heart and grateful heart really inspire me a lot. She served us and taught us how to make dumpings and Chinese pancakes despite that she's so tired,she still wanted to serve us.
Next Tuesday will be her birthday and I will prepare a card on Sunday and will pass around 
Hope you guys can write somethings to encourage her, and tell her to keep it up and she's not alone ,you can even write some scriptures, she's good in both Chinese and English.
Pls continue to pray for her and her coming bible studies with Elizabeth.
Love
Brenda

2011 Mar 24 - Psalm 18 - Shelley


"The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold." Psalm 18:2


Dear BT,


Very inspired by all of you and your joyful and giving hearts to serve in our BT just like Brenda shared last night. The two sisters Sophia and Ching from Island Central were really encouraged, they could not stop telling me on Sunday what a great time they had at the dinner in Ma Wan. Thanks to Yvonne who gave all of her heart and physical strengh to help us know how to make the dumplings and the Chinese pizza. What an inspiration she is. I would like to try and find some time to see her on Sunday God willing.
The above scripture for me this week has really stood out in a big way. God is always God and He will never change. He will always be our refuge no matter what situation we find ourselves in. Let us be encouraged today to cast all our cares to Him and to delight in His presence. God is our no.1 and will satisfy us always. "As deer pants for water and only you can satisfy. " This is the God we serve. So lets take comfort in that today.
On another note Daniel and I are so encouraged to those who supported our engagement gathering on Saturday. It was a huge surprise to me :-) I am happy to be in this BT and my prayer is that God will show me how I can encourage you all. I am thinking of writing some specific prayer requests from you. Will ask you guys in person.
Have an awesome day.
Love Shelley

2011年3月15日 星期二

2011 Mar 15 - Act 16 - Andy


出生入死


Dear all,

A cloudy day ha!

The Japanese nuclear crisis is being worse, please pray hard for them.

Try to bring an umbrella, although I do not think it can save you from radioactivity/ radiation.

Today join ministry QT @8:00 am , A core, come late as long time no travel at this time, quite underestimate the busy traffic.

Read the QT material today, which is Acts 16.

It make me curious that why Luke and Timothy was not jailed.
And another question in my heart is that why Paul ask the ghost to come out because he "become so troubled", I recall when I first read this when I was young, I think he do so because he cannot control his temper.

However, these two questions can be discussed side-way.

Anyway, because of these, God has done another miracles to save the jailer's family. And I am inspired by Silas has been hit together and did not blame Paul for the incidents.

This is what the relationship talk about in today's QT material.
Bear the persecusion together.

I think most likely Timonthy and Luke was trying to save them from outside.
(Maybe because they are not Jews, so that the accuse does not refer to them)

When thinking of the second questions, I think of many bros and sisters (esp. Campus) who face different similar situation with me and continue to be faithful to God.

There are so many Pauls in my life, he teach me God's word and working them out so that I can learn and follow.

Kenneth is always my examples of going out by love and faith.
Tom is always the one with well planning.
AI has a very proactive heart to go and serve........ 

And for the mission part, Steve has asked us to think of 3 things to Pray for the ShineR project
This is actually the mission we are doing to share God with the people involved. :] 

Hope we are have the unified heart to run for God (行完我的路程) ACTS 20:24 

Hope you can also find your Silas, Paul and Timonthy in your life, too. 
Do something great with your bros/sisters. Share your convictions, your life, your weakness and the most important, your dreams.

I remember a quote:
" By showing your strength, you get honors and respect;
But by showing your weaknesses, you get love and acceptance,
this is what every human longing for"

Silas is a fd who can bear and accept Paul's mistakes (whether it is a mistakes or actually God's plan are unknown), hope you get someone in your life, and of course thx God for teaching us grace.

Cheers,
Andy

2011 Mar 15 - 2 Corinthians 1 - Shelley


What is our response to hardships?‏


2 Corinthians 1 : 9-10: 'Indeed, in our hearts we felt the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead. verse 10 He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us.'
 
Morning all,
 
It was so inspiring to see all of our brothers and sisters that attended the 4.2 km run last Sunday. We all ran the race with perseverance. Well done. Cat Meow especially inspired by your heart to try your best even though it was hard. God honoured you for that Cat. Keep going. I see so much change in you lately. You are learning slowly to have more courage in your heart, awesome.
 
Today's scripture really convicted my heart that God desires us so much to learn from our hardships and challenges. As Paul reminds us that we learn to rely on God and not on ourselves. We get to a turning point in our lives where we realise that we can't do anything in our power to change a situation and that only God can work. So surrender and trust is the most important. We also learn to have true hope in our hearts when we can rely on God during the hard times.
 
Lets us all imitate this heart that Paul calls us to. God is the only way to help us come out of our hardships still strong and secure in heart. Amen.
 
Have a blessed day.
 
Love in Christ,
 
Shelley
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2011年3月13日 星期日

2011 Mar 13 - Philippians 3:13-14 - Eric


Convictions on Sunday Morning Run 

Philippians 3:13-14
13 Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,14 I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
13  弟兄們、我不是以為自己已經得著了.我只有一件事、就是忘記背後努力面前的、 14  向著標竿直跑、要得 神在基督耶穌裡從上面召我來得的獎賞。

Let's enjoy our fun together whoever comes tomorrow, 
and see if we could stay focus to finish this exercise.

A little practice of "straining toward what is ahead" by "forgetting what is behind" I'd say, 
and led me to think, 
Paul asked people not to dwell in past experience of faults or sadness, 
but to adjust their minds toward God's direction.
No matter what problems you've faced or are facing, 
you may one day know that the issue is just an instant of your life, which probably isn't that big deal. 
The soreness in our feet that accumulates progressively from the kowloon park starting point, 
hardly anything I'd tell myself.

See you there 7:30am drowsily, 
Eric

2011年3月11日 星期五

2011 Mar 11 - Psalm 146 - Andy

Dear all,

Hi! O I remember this Psalm, the "large" and "great" that we need to thx God.



"Do not put your trust in princes, in mortal men, who cannot save." Psalms 146:3

Sense of Security

Sharing brings security, and security brings us more willing to share, it is a circulation.

Continue with the thinking on BT yesterday, what to share?
I agree that it means that to share our whole life
Share what you had gone through, growth
Share your talents, share your efforts, share your time, strength 
with also needs and weaknesses.

What makes us feel secure would be 
1. the sense that you belong to the group
2. the sense that you are safe

Sharing of course would increase the first, but the second is more important that we think we are saved.
Surely God provides that part.

It still be a lesson to learn to try let go my "捉緊" to my ability, or even my emotions, sickness and to give the control to God.

How? Planning a little treat God's special tomorrow
Trying to get a more clear sight about my "天命", (of course not writing :P)

PS: looked at the Nork's Ark stamp yesterday night, I think God want to say something to me.

Cheers,
Andy

2011 Mar 11 - Psalm 145 - Shelley


 
'On the glorious splendor of Your majesty and on Your wondrous works I will meditate.'
 
Morning all,
 
What an awesome bible talk last night. It is so great to be in God's family of believers and feel that our lives are so rich and full of love as we all have things in common and share our possessions and don't become like the rich man who held back and found it hard to give up his wealth because he was scared of letting go and trusting in God for his life.
 
Today's scripture is encouraging to me as I am reminded no matter how we feel about our future whether it is uncertainty or insecurity that in God we are certain that He is perfect and has a great plan for our lives. Lets decide to put our trust in God and rejoice in His splendor and majesty today. Amen.
 
Love in Christ,
 
Shelley

2011年3月10日 星期四

2011 Mar 10 - John 15 - AI


Dear my pair-up~~
 
真係超級無敵勁勁勁勁感激你地既豬古力..............
真係好好食...........
能夠有一班充滿愛心既pair-up..........真係感到十萬分幸福................
 
你 們 要 彼 此 相 愛 、 像 我 愛 你 們 一 樣 、 這 就 是 我 的 命 令 。 (約15:12)
 
耶穌叫我地要彼此相愛..........今日呢個係耶穌比我地既命令.............
超感動...............大家都係活緊一個似耶穌既x'ian life...........會活出耶穌既教導............. ^_^
 
除左欣賞你地之外................
 
真係好想講..........好大家呢...........  ^o^
 
做野先............今晚見..............
 
Love
 
A.I

2011年3月9日 星期三

2011 Mar 09 - Ecclesiates 7 - Shelley


Morning all,
 
Ecclesiates 7:14 When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider: God has made the one as well as the other. Therefore, a man cannot discover anything about his future.
 
This scripture serves as a great reminder to me today to be content in all circumstances. To except that as Xian I will face good and bad times. I still need to fix my eyes on Jesus Hebrews 12: 2 no matter what happens. At this time my family is facing a tough time and I am drawn more to pray for them and rely on God. It also helps me to grow in my faith and dig deeper into God's word.
 
I wish that all of us can rely more on God. When the tough times comes we can face it all with God's mighty strength.
 
Have a blessed day.
 
 
-- 
Shelley Read

2011年3月4日 星期五

2010 Mar 04 - John 15 - Shelley


oodmorning everyone,
 
John 15:19  - Amplified version

If you belonged to the world, the world would treat you with affection and would love you as its own. But because you are not of the world [no longer one with it], but I have chosen (selected) you out of the world, the world hates (detests) you.
 
I hope we all have a good day of fasting today. We are all God's holy priesthood and are of the light. The world will hate us for doing good deeds but I believe we are all foreigners to this world even though we live in this world. Last night I was in Central with some of the other NET teachers and I am reminded what this world really is. People only focus on money and fame and their statuses.
 
Personally I want to fast for having a heart that always keep my passion and fire for God. Sometimes being an old disciple it's easy to lose track of my focus and feel dry inside my heart. I feel we have to pray for constant renewal and close connection to God. When we feel closely connected to God and other Xian's then it's easy to be fruitful and win others to God. Nothing is impossible for Him to accomplish in our lives.
 
Have a good day today :-)
 
Love in Christ.
 
 
-- 
Shelley Read

2011年3月3日 星期四

2011 Mar 03 - Romans 9 - Cat

"這是甚麼緣故呢.是因為他們不憑著信心求、只憑著行為求.他們正跌在那絆腳石上.
就如經上所記、『我在錫安放一塊絆腳的石頭、跌人的磐石.信靠他的人必不至於羞愧。』"




(9:32-33)
當琴晚睇個套"催淚片"…其實有好多淚係心裹流緊T^T
佢好令我再feel多左愛係咩野…咩野係因為愛神而將佢放係第一位..
一個人面對人生前路個陣點樣去完完全全依靠神..
有時都幾怕睇呢d野..因為老實講..越睇個陣越見到自己ge不足~
自己ge軟弱..並且又係一個好大好難ge挑戰=[
好多時我都會pray,求神唔好比我面對困境…
但當我係困境中個陣..原來我唔係第一時間去pray,,
而係任由自己情緒氾濫…之後先再pray..
當我今日睇到羅馬書第9章32-33卯個陣,,我真係不停咁諗~
不諗問自己今日我相信神係會聽禱告ge信心去左邊?
究竟我ge信係100%? 80%? 定50%?
琴晚Eric ge生命好提醒我信靠ge功課,而今日QT神又再次
提醒我禱告ge信心…仲好記得Alex上次講道話:
pray ge信心 = 神蹟,咁我今日又有幾信神蹟會係我生命發生呢?
原來當有事情發生我係會先靠自己解決先…攪唔掂先去pray交比神~
面對日後我個基督徒生命,我係米都要繼續咁呢?
呢期我大部份唔開心都係黎自我工作,好唔明白點解人係咁可怕..
曾經好多好多次,我好想辭職唔做…
今早我又要面對呢d唔開心事情,當殺那好想走,
但卻好奇怪咁諗返起Eric ge生平…想返起佢日日對住一d仇敵…
佢冇選擇逃避,相反Eric冇去憎佢地仲要為佢地pray,,,
真係諗反起聖經話:要愛你ge仇敵呢一句話~
而今日我面對呢班唔可愛ge人我又會點做呢?
其實今日有好多野衝激住我生命,當我生命被挑戰時..
好想依靠神更多,好想自己個信心更堅固..
所以大家幫我pray下啦=]話晒我而家都仲係BB=v="
2個幾月大ga..都幾需要大家鼓勵同walk with成長ga^^
好啦,今日係得咁多先~~d
With Love,
Cat Meow